WHY? Why am I incapable of letting you go? Why can't I stop thinking about you? Why are you always coming back in my life, in my thoughts, by a way or another, even without any will of it? How can you still have so much power on me, even if it's been four months from now on since we broke up in the worse way I could ever imagine?
Do you think about me sometimes?
Who are you sleeping with?
How do you see your future now?
It hurts...FUCK! I hate you so much, yet the feelings I have come too close to love...but I can't live with you. Neither can't live without you. Still, I don't really have the choice.
I know for sure you're not the one for me. But this video, this tiny piece of you, of the man I've so much known and loved like crazy, brought me back to this time when we belonged to each other. When I was full of hopes, so naive about our relationship and all the bullshit you used to tell me.
So why am I feeling so sad? Why do I feel tied up by my past? Why can't I just forget you and all the pain you inflicted to me through this abandon?
I have deleted every single tracks you had left behind...yet some of them keep coming back randomly. It seems like you'll be haunting me forever. I am strong, but I can't fight against ghosts.
This would explain how the fuck do I still remember your cellphone number by heart...
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